Today I got a second opinion on my Indian astrologer’s prediction.

Some days ago I gave the Dallas based Vedic Astrologer, Joni Patry, my exact time and place of birth – the same details I’d given Dr. Bhatt.

Joni is one of America’s most renown astrologers. She’s written several best selling books on astrology, and she really knows her stuff.

She told me that over the past thirty odd years, all her predictions have proven to be correct, within the plus or minus of a person’s free will.

Today she told me things about my family – my children and my mother – that were bang on. Stuff she could not have possibly known. Very specific things, not generalisations.

She was uncannily accurate.

And her reading of my future today was consistent with Dr. Bhatt’s – although she was more specific. I won’t go into details here – that’s for the film. (We filmed the whole reading.) But it was amazing. She said she was amazed. She’d never seen a chart like it.

She said that all I had to do was keep following my path intuitively, as I’ve been doing, and these predictions would come to pass.

She was certain of it.

She also said that Dallas was the optimum place for me to be for at least the next 11-12 years. She said 2015-2018 was when it would all start to happen for me.

I talked to her in depth, on video, about astrology and how it all works. Vedic Astrology, as against Western Astrology, is a very complex science, and yet she was able to explain it to me in ways that I could understand.

She spoke passionately and knowledgeably, and it was a terrific interview – yet for me it was completely overwhelming. Because I’m starting to believe that it could come true…

A couple of you have alerted me to a world wide campaign to express grief over Phillip Hughes’ tragic death.

You tweet with the hashtag #putoutyourbats, and post a photo of a cricket bat.

I didn’t come to the U.S. with a cricket bat, but I brought my Aussie cricket cap. In the footy season I always wear my Swannies cap, and in the cricket season (which is now in Australia) I always wear my Aussie cricket cap when I travel.

Here is the picture I posted just now –

I woke up at 4:42 this morning.

No sounds from next door woke me.

Just me woke me.

This room is impenetrable.

And huge.

And clean.

And it has hot water.

And toiletries, and big fluffy towels.

But it lacks story.

The other room at the Shady Oaks had story.

And story is important to me.

It’s my life.

The people yesterday at the Thanksgiving lunch were so generous and kind to us – Jennifer and me and Rachit.

Rachit is a wonderful young man.

He’s quiet and respectful and he emanates such a gentle calm energy.

And his observations are always incredibly insightful.

He will often give me a perspective I’d not considered.

Joni Patry, the Dallas Vedic Astrologer, is heaven sent.

She’s taken it upon herself, within her own very busy schedule, to help me get my film made.

She believes in it whole-heartedly.

The cosmic rays have put us together for this endeavour, I have no doubt.

And for that I’m incredibly grateful.

I’m finding that Texans are very warm and friendly people.

I love Dallas.

I asked Jennifer yesterday if she could live in Dallas for eleven years, which is the period the Indian astrologer said would be most beneficial for my cosmic rays.

And she said yes.

She said she loved Dallas. And she could happily live here for eleven years.

Me too.

Some people said to me, before I left Australia, that they pitied me having to spend time in Dallas. Someone even called it a “boring, ugly, and hideous place.”

I don’t know how they can say that.

For a start it’s not ugly. It has to have one of the most spectacular skylines I’ve ever seen.

The architecture of some of the buildings downtown is simply breathtaking.

And the wealthy suburbs I drove through yesterday were as beautiful as any in Beverly Hills or Bel Air.

But I also find incredible beauty in the poor parts of town. The places some of you might call hideous.

I find not only aesthetic beauty in these places, but beauty in the human spirit.

Yesterday, Thanksgiving Day, we had breakfast in one of these poor parts of town – in a Mexican taco joint where a full breakfast costs $4.95.

Across the road, a cafe called Norma’s Cafe was offering free food to anyone who turned up. There were lines around the block. Hundreds of people, most of them Mexican.

Families came with cardboard cartons for the food that was being given away.

What generosity of spirit.

I see beauty in that.

It’s now Day 6 – Black Friday in America.

Black Friday is the post Thanksgiving shopping day, when all the stores give big discounts and everyone goes on a shopping binge.

Like the Boxing Day sales in Australia.

Evidently it’s a mad scramble to pick up bargains.

A frenzy.

Really, it’s fear.

Fear of missing out.

Fear of lack.

But there’s no lack.

We all have everything we need.

And if we don’t, it will come.

It will come faster to those of us that don’t act out of fear.

I know that.

Our fortunes did a dramatic turnaround today.

It turns out the hotel that our benefactor has arranged for us is regarded as the top hotel in Dallas. The Adolphus is grand luxury. An elegant historic hotel right in the centre of downtown. We’ve gone from one extreme to the other.

The Adolphus

Our shift from the Shady Oaks Motel could not have come at a better time, especially for Jennifer. She woke up sick this morning – not from any ailment, but from the foul energies of the place. Also, the one good thing about the Shady Oaks for me – the wifi – stopped working. It was time to go.

I won’t reveal our benefactor, or the circumstances that led to us shifting digs today – you’ll have to wait for the film for that – but the timing was truly freaky.

It could not have happened any earlier because our benefactor had been overseas, and didn’t fly back into Dallas until the end of our Day Three.

First thing Day Four I got a message on my cell saying: “I will not have you staying in that HELL HOLE one day longer. I am coming around right now to get you out of that miserable dump!”

And that’s what happened.

So here we are, in luxury at the top hotel in Dallas. Exactly as the Indian astrologer had predicted. He’d said that after three days, I would be taken out of my cheap motel and accommodated in five star luxury.

Please understand that this has not been orchestrated by me in any way. This is all happening outside of my control, or my knowledge. I was gearing up to stay in the Shady Oaks for fifteen days. But I have also been open to whatever opportunities might present.

Today – Thanksgiving Day – was spent with a lovely family in a beautiful part of Dallas. It’s the family of Texas’ top Vedic Astrologer, Joni Patry.

Joni Patry website

Joni has to be one of the most gorgeous generous people you could possibly meet. She’s married to Daniel, a former chef who ran one of the most acclaimed French restaurants in Dallas.

Needless to say the Thanksgiving meal that Daniel cooked today was magnificent. The Patrys had their family at the luncheon, and it was a wonderful experience to sit and talk with them on this special day.

Again though, the Indian Astrologer’s predictions were bang on – that after three days I would no longer be eating cheap food. Today I feasted.

After lunch, we drove to Daniel’s sister’s place – passing through the Bel Air of Dallas. The mansions were extraordinary. The word palatial is selling them short.

Over there lived the founder of Walgreens, and over there lived one of the major shareholders of Exxon Oil. Oh and Ross Perot lives down that street.

It was incredible.

Once again, I thought about how my circumstances have changed so dramatically so quickly. Two days ago I was walking around neighbourhoods where I was worrying about getting shot.

Now I was hobb-nobbing with the elite of Dallas.

Daniel’s sister is Evelyn, and her husband is Fred. They have a magnificent house – you could call it a mansion – and they generously invited us to a second Thanksgiving meal, a dinner, but we had to gratefully decline. Jennifer was still not well, and we had to go check into our new luxury digs.

Things are moving on other fronts. Financial. I won’t go into it yet, but things are now in process. This would not be happening had I not come to Dallas on November 23rd, and taken in the cosmic rays.

By the way, Nick the motel owner at the Shady Oaks came over and said goodbye to us as we were leaving this morning. He was sad to see us go, and I must admit I was sad to be leaving him. He was, and is, a wonderful man. He actually followed the car out and stood on the sidewalk and waved to us as we drove away.

That’s a memory I’ll never forget.

We checked out of the Shady Oaks this morning.

As I was putting the bags in the car, the man in the room next door drove up.

I went over and talked to him, and in fact ended up doing an interview with him for the film.

His name is Albert, he's a large man, and he confirmed that he's been living in the motel for eight years.

He lives with his girlfriend who never comes out of the room. Her legs are paralysed from high blood pressure. I assume diabetes.

We had an interesting chat.

He's a former serviceman in the Armed Forces, and now works in a warehouse. He's hoping that he'll retire soon, and with his retirement fund he'll have enough money to move out of the Shady Oaks and buy a house.

He's a deeply religious man. He told me he'd been an alcoholic and a drug user, but he was now off all that, thanks to the Lord. He thought astrology was the work of the devil.

He gave me a fascinating interview.

And as he walked away he told me he hoped the Lord would save my soul.

I hoped the same for him!

Right now I'm in a cheap Mexican joint having Heuvos Chorizo, waiting till I can check into the Adolphus Hotel, the five star we'll now be staying in.

And soon we'll drive to our Thanksgiving lunch, which promises to be a huge spread. Our host has invited some people whom she thinks will be possible investors.

So it's a big day ahead!

I woke up this morning at 4:24am – Thanksgiving Day in America – to the news that a young talented cricketer has died from an injury received in a cricket match.

His name was Phillip Hughes, and he was 25 years old.

My wife and I are avid cricket fans, and we’ve followed his career from the moment he burst onto the world stage with flair and prominence several years ago.

As a young batsman he was a prodigy. He was audacious, and thrilling to watch. He played gutsy courageous cricket with immaculate style.

And now he’s dead.

Two days ago he was playing in a Sheffield Shield game – a regular state level game – when he was struck by a bouncer. A bouncer is what’s called a “short pitched delivery” – a fast ball bowled to the batsman that bounces up suddenly and erratically – most often at head height.

A cricket ball is a lethal weapon. It’s hard as a rock, and fast bowlers send it down the pitch at close to 100mph. When the ball is a bouncer, the batsman has very little time to react.

Within the rules of cricket a bouncer is a legal delivery. It’s often used to intimidate and unnerve the batsman so that in subsequent deliveries he might make a mistake.

Phillip Hughes saw that this particular ball was coming for his head and he turned slightly away, to protect his face. The ball hit him on the back of his neck just under his helmet. It stuck the main artery leading to his brain.

Doctors later said that the burst artery immediately flooded his brain with blood. Evidently this happens very rarely, and is always fatal.

I haven’t watched the video of what happened – it would upset me too much – but after the ball struck him he stood still gazing blankly at the ground for a couple of seconds, then fell face first into the ground like a sack of wheat.

Those that saw it said it was a sickening moment.

Hughes was treated immediately on the pitch, then taken to hospital where he was put onto life support. Two days later – today Sydney time – he died.

It saddens me beyond words.

He was young, he was freakishly talented, and he always played with such grace. People who knew him said that he was a “good bloke,” which in Australian slang is about the highest compliment you can give a man.

Certainly watching him on the field he always seemed a gentleman. He came from a small country town and he exhibited old fashioned values of respect and decency.

Australia is grieving.

According to the newspapers I’m reading, there has never been such an outpouring of grief in my country to the passing of a sportsman.

Phillip Hughes was loved and admired by cricket fans. Certainly by Jennifer and me. I feel very sorry for his family and those that are personally affected by his death. But I also feel very sorry for the bowler. It wasn’t his fault. It was an accident. Yet he will live with it for the rest of his life.

At Thanksgiving lunch today I will be thinking of Phillip Hughes. And thanking him for inspiring me with his courage and flair and grace.

You’re a good bloke mate and we’ll miss you.

The Indian Astrologer, Dr. Bimal Bhatt, said that I should go to Dallas Texas on the 23rd of November, and stay in a cheap motel and eat cheap food.

He said that after three days, good things would begin to happen.

Today is Day 4.

Today we were invited to stay in a five star hotel for the rest of our time in Dallas.

Today we were taken out to dinner at a fancy restaurant.

Today we were invited to a beautiful Thanksgiving lunch tomorrow.

Today good things began to happen.

I woke up at 4:48am.

The people next door woke me.

Shaking the bed.

Shouting. Or at least talking loud.

They’re still talking loud.

They woke Jennifer too.

I asked her to tell me what they were saying.

She said she didn’t want to.

I asked her why.

She said she just didn’t want to.

She went back to sleep.

She’s lucky.

The trains are wailing.

I can feel their engines throbbing.

Today is Day 4.

The astrologer said that after three days, good things would begin to happen.

He said that the first three days were about clearing out the old cosmic rays from my body, and allowing the good cosmic rays to flow from the air into my lungs, from my lungs into my blood, and from my blood then into my brain.

And to allow good thoughts to come.

No good thoughts have come.

Yet.

Maybe I should have breathed deeper.

I have a work colleague in Australia who is a very dear friend. She has a sister in Dallas. I haven’t seen the sister in a long long time.

She is a strikingly beautiful woman.

She has a son who was six years old the last time I saw him.

Now he’s twenty.

And smart.

Very smart.

We talked last night, and I filmed it.

It was an extraordinary conversation.

The young man was articulate and intelligent way beyond his years.

His mother called him an “old soul.”

Interesting term, that.

It implies he’s been here before.

I believe so.

I believe his mum has been too.

The young man said he would really love to follow his dreams – to act impulsively and intuitively – but he couldn’t.

Life wouldn’t let him.

He said his generation was under so much pressure. The kind of pressure our generation never had.

He envied us, our freedom.

He said he didn’t have that freedom, and possibly never would.

But I believe he will.

The world is evolving, not devolving.

The man next door has raised his voice again.

Loud.

He’s walking around the room, agitated.

Jennifer said that she’s not afraid of staying here, she’s only afraid of violence.

Through the walls.

Hearing it.

That doesn’t scare me.

It just makes me question what I would do.

Would I like here and allow it to happen?

Or would I get up out of me bed, knock on the door next door, and try to stop it?

What would I do?

Would I be brave?

Some people say I’ve been brave coming to Dallas.

I don’t think that’s bravery.

I think bravery is getting up at 5am and trying to stop someone in the room next door from beating up someone else.

That’s bravery.

My first inclination would be to pull these thin sheets over my head, try to block out the sound, and ignore it.

Pretend it wasn’t happening.

But if I search in my heart, deep within my heart, I really couldn’t do that.

I think I would have to try to stop it.

I couldn’t lie here, listening to it, and allow it to continue.

I would be complicit in the violence.

As though I was hitting the other person myself.

I’m not saying I’m brave.

I’m not.

I’m not trying to elevate myself in your eyes.

I would be scared.

This occurred to me the other night, in Los Angeles.

I’d stopped at a traffic light under a freeway in a very bad part of town, and there were two people on the sidewalk in the dark under the freeway, having a conversation.

It could have been a drug transaction. I don’t know.

One was male, the other female.

As I sat in my car, watching them, I wondered what I would do if the man began to beat up the girl.

Would I call 911 and drive on?

Or would I get out and try to help the girl.

I came to the conclusion that I would have to help the girl. Even though there would be risk to myself. And there would be a strong possibility I would get beat up, or worse.

You read about that in the paper all the time – Good Samaritans, coming to the aid of someone else, and getting killed.

When I read these stories I ask myself what I would have done in that situation. And invariably I regard the question as being too hard, and I forget about it.

But as I watched these two under the freeway having this conversation, I asked myself: If I went to the aid of the girl and I got killed, would it be worth it?

What about the family I would leave behind?

My beautiful wife?

As I sat in that car, thinking about all this, I figured that really, I have nothing to lose.

My life means nothing.

Or at least, this body means nothing.

It’s just a shell.

Shells get crushed, eventually.

Jennifer would understand that.

My phone just rang.

I answered it.

It was Dr. Bimal Bhatt – the Indian Astrologer, calling from Bombay.

I haven’t heard from him in ages.

I told him it was 5am and he said he would call back in 3 hours.

And he hung up.

He doesn’t like to waste money.

The shouting next door has died down.

If they’ve been living there for eight years, then perhaps their relationship is like any relationship that lasts eight years.

Full of ups and downs.

I just wish the downs wouldn’t happen at 5am.

Getting back to bravery –

I didn’t say that stuff to make myself look good in your eyes.

I don’t care what you think of me.

That should be obvious by now.

I don’t care what anyone thinks of me, anymore.

It’s not important.

I only say I would feel compelled to knock on the door next door because I would have no choice to do otherwise.

We each have to live in this world and feel good about ourselves.

If I allowed violence to happen I wouldn’t feel good about myself.

So it would not be an act of bravery, it would be an act of selfishness.

Pure selfishness, on my part.

I hope that makes sense.

It’s Day 4 today and I hope something good happens.

There’s a lot happening on the periphery – people circling me, telling me good things will happen. Wanting good things to happen for me.

And for them.

But so far it’s talk.

Talk only.

I’m still in this motel. The Shady Oaks Motel.

I won’t move – I CAN’T move – until something good happens.

The man next door is shouting again.

Shaking my bed again.

The trains are wailing.

I think if I left this place, I wouldn’t miss the noise next door, but I would certainly miss the noise of the trains.

He’s moving again.

And shouting.

I haven’t heard him urinating yet.

But the shouting has got louder.

I think I will pull the thin sheets up over my head and try to go to sleep.

The door just slammed.

Maybe he’s going to work.

Yes I hear a car door slam.

The car has started up.

He’s driving out.

Good – I can go back to sleep.

And hope that Day 4 delivers me some good news.

Various photos taken today –

Motel owner Nick, with his teeth –

Motel rules:

Dallas skyline:

Me with Cosmic Collar –

I’ve woken up and it’s 2:23am.

That pisses me off.

Why not 2:22am?

Are they messing with me?

Showing me who’s boss?

If I remember right, 2:23am is the exact same time I woke up the first morning I set off on my first Camino.

Is that a coincidence?

What woke me was someone walking around outside my room.

Walking up to the door.

Standing there.

I could feel it. Feel the energy.

It was a presence.

And then they walked over to my car.

I’d locked the car. Taken everything out of it.

I’m not stupid.

Am I?

The trains with their mournful whistles are going nuts tonight.

Do more freight trains come into town because of Thanksgiving?

Thanksgiving is the day after tomorrow.

The people next door are muttering.

Even at this hour.

Don’t they sleep?

They might ask the same of me.

But at least I don’t mutter.

Last night I went to a smokehouse just down the road.

Texas beef.

Yes, I ate meat.

I must be a disappointment to you.

I am to me.

Sometimes.

More times than I’d like.

The meat made me feel slightly nauseous.

The cosmic rays in the morning will fix that.

I have people now who are trying to help me.

Do they pity me?

Or do they believe that with the help of the Beneficial Galactic Cosmic Rays, (which are their official title) I can truly manifest?

There’s a motel just up the road called The Galaxy Motel.

It looks nice.

More expensive, but nice.

How come an Indian motel owner is called Nick?

These are the great imponderables.

Note to myself: Take a photo of Nick, with his teeth.

The man who does housekeeping looks like he just got out of jail.

He’s large and he shuffles and he has long thin greasy hair and shifty eyes.

His teeth are worse than Nick’s.

I like him.

I made him smile.

I’d worked hard to make him smile, but I made him smile.

That’s how come I know how bad his teeth are.

The smile cracked his face.

It was apparent to me, at the exact moment of smiling, that he hand’t smiled in a while.

I felt proud of myself.

That I’d made him smile.

And then I felt disappointed, because I’d allowed in ego.

I try to keep ego out.

But with me, it’s hard.

You know what I mean.

The people next door are still muttering.

At least they’re not moving around the room.

Shaking my bed.

Every now and then I hear a sharp noise from their room –

Like they’ve put down something metallic on their bedside table.

A gun?

A knife?

A prosthetic?

Now I can hear one of them urinating.

I’m not kidding.

They obviously needed to go, because it’s lasting a long time.

Male? Female?

Prostate?

These are the great imponderables.

They’re still muttering.

Jennifer has better hearing than me. If she were awake now, she would tell me what they’re saying.

Jennifer has better everything than me.

My mother tells me at every opportunity that Jennifer is “a great asset” to me.

She has no idea how much that pisses me off.

I try not to take it personally, but I’m a deeply flawed individual.

More trains.

I can hear their engines too. The throbbing diesels.

And the mournful wails.

It’s beautiful.

I love this place.

Truly, I do.

Last night, before I went to sleep, I panicked.

I stepped back for a moment, and saw what I was doing in overview. Like I was standing on a high hill, looking down on myself, walking through a valley in shadow, full of swirling mist.

Lost – confused.

And I panicked.

What am I doing here?

Really, what am I doing here? 

Do I truly believe that something will come of this?

Or have I become so delusional that I can’t see clearly anymore…

I felt scared.

I felt scared to my bones.

And then I called in Trust.

And I felt okay again.

The terror – and it was terror – passed.

The mist in the valley cleared, and I could see my path ahead of me again.

It led out of the valley, out of the shadows.

Yesterday we walked into Starbucks. It was in downtown, in a little franchise store in the basement of an office block.

But there were windows on one side, and the morning light was streaming in.

There were three tables – one in shadow, one in partial sunlight, and one in full sunlight.

Jennifer wanted to sit at the table in the sunlight, but I wanted to sit in the shadow.

We sat in the shadow.

I chose the shadow because I know that Jennifer doesn’t like to sit in the sunlight.

But as I drank my Short Double Cappuccino Half Milk, it occurred to me that Jennifer had wanted to sit in the sunlight so that I could take in the Beneficial Galactic Cosmic Rays.

Even though she hated sitting in the sunlight.

She would have done that, for me.

And me, I chose the shadows because of her.

What does that say about our relationship?

There is someone walking outside in high heels.

It’s coming on 3am.

The woman, I assume it’s a woman, has gone to her car.

Didn’t she read the sign?

No trespassing
No loitering
No prostitution
No drug dealing
No weapons

The people next door have lifted their muttering to a chattering.

They must like each other, they talk so much.

Like me and Jen.

I love this place.

I just wish the lock on the door worked.

I will now try to go back to sleep.

Tomorrow – or at least today – is another big day in the beneficial cosmic rays.